I've had a thought, perhaps you kind people will join me in it... a little excercise in random creativity? (what can I say, starrigan's workshops do tend to get my writers brain a-goin')

Lately the songs on my playlist have presented me with snippets that make me go "Huh..." and set my mind whirring, I'd like to see if any of them do the same for you. So I'm going to post here several random lyric snippets from songs I've been listening to lately. If any of them spark an idea in your brain, I'd like you to share it with me. Reply to this post with the snippet quoted and followed by whatever fell out your brain as a result.

Sound like fun? I hope so ^_^ now then... to the snippets!

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If it looks like I'm laughing
I'm really just asking to leave
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Talk to the mirror, choke back tears.
And keep telling yourself that "I'm a diva!"
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Please, leave all overcoats, canes and top hats with the doorman
And from that moment, you'll be out of place and underdressed
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A light to burn all the empires
So bright the sun is ashamed to rise and be
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There's a place in the dark where the animals go
You can take off your skin in the cannibal glow
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Well, she's not bleeding on the ballroom floor
Just for the attention
'Cause that's just ridiculous...ly odd.
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Alternately... or perhaps also... should you have a random lyric snippet of your own to add please do ^_^ lets toss these little snippets about and share all our favorites and see what crazyness comes from them all, hm? ^_^

still poking away at how my "LJ makeover" so far so... meh *shrug* it'll be pretty eventually.

Anyway... I have an EEG in the morning... I've been having dizzy spells and even fainted back around christmas time so they;re trying to find out if there's anything funky on the go up in m'brain meats... whee. Think happy thoughts for me folks?

Cheers

Update update, tralalala... I am in the mood to update the look of this sucker today, gonna work on that after this post, mmmyep.

Things bode well for me lately, I am very full of positive and content energy. Quite the good thing.

Woke a little late... I SWEAR I'm setting my alarm it's just... the snooze button... that terribly tempting vixen... But ten-ish isn't TOO bad a time to rise a day when one has no shift at work. Had a nice shower, a FANTASTIC breakfast: Bacon, fresh strawberries, a few really really good grapes and a slice of cinnimon toast. Rock the hell on ^_^

And now I have plans to relax and do creative things, as I was out and about a good bit yesterday, saw my pretty girl cadynaisabella as well as many other fine folks for lunch. Good times were had by all. Angie just rocks my socks right off. We've met her via Redwall rehersals... fuck on a stick I haven't mentioned that much here at all have I? Jesus, Tay, where's your head at? :p

Redwall Play! So fun! I'm an evil rat! ^_^ I kick a badger and pay for it in the end. Lol.

More details on that as I remember to write them. :p

So yes, things have been awesome and soon will get even moreso *nods* Days are getting longer... EVENTUALLY the temp will rise, really, we swear... cadynaisabella's birthday is this saturday. Woo! fun times will be had! ^_^ and just... I'm full of happy, which is good. Very good.

Now I must go be creative as there are things in my head what want out! Huzzah! Onward to drawings and LJ makeovers!

Cheers!

C'mon... fill this out... you know you want to... and it's not long and gruelling...

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Because if I don't post these soon starrigan is going to eat my head...

Behold! some random silly doodles born of visiting the ever infamous lair!

All of these are an inside joke or something of that ilk... still hopefully they shall lend chuckles even if you don't quite get 'em...








And now I won't get eaten! yay!

Cheers!

There are days that I'm just so... off... I do wish the doctors could look at me faster...

I shouldn't jump at shadows and whispers... there should be no corner of my home that can nearly stop my heart with fear... but lo my mind is such a strange beast...

Too many things bounce around in there sometimes... my head is too heavy... my skin too tight... straining to contain all the things that are part of me in this one weak container... it's too small... too mundane... it fails... and I falter...

Some days it's all I can do to stay concious under the effort of it all to exist in one place... some days I hide from strange things I cannot see... some days I AM those strange things on a quiet, whispering level of my conciousness... I have to choke back urges which would do no good to anyone if indulged...

My body shakes without warning... I clench my jaw tight without meaning, not even knowing I've done so until my teeth begin to grind... a lump of nausea will come from nowhere to sit in my throat for hours, threatening to take me completely into sickness...

Nothing is consistant, and only some of it makes sense...

I wish I could just go mad and get it over with...

Oh well.

Hooray! Loot Day!

I mean...

Christmas! Yeah! Merry Christmas! ^^' heehee

Hope the season is treating you all well. I've certainly enjoyed my day. Nanny was with us for christmas for the first time in years, which was super awesome. There was loot and happiness and good food and fun times ^_^ I showed nan the pictures dad took of Annie when he first took her in and just blew her mind with how much the dear cat's changed. In doing so I have decided to share this mind-boggling kitty metamorphesis with you folks as well... along with some other pictures... just cuz I can.

Let us first observe Annie as she was when dad found her, a stray and feral kitten in the markets of Qatar.

( Skinny )
( Skinny )
( Skinny cat )

yeah... she was heart-achingly pityful...

But now look at how fat and happy she is!! ^_^

( Rolly )
( Polly )
( Kitty )

Amazing what a good family can do for your figure, hm? ^_^

And then there's Annie's sister, Willow. Older, but much smaller.

( Seen here under the dining room table )
( And here, hanging out under the table in the sunroom )

Despite her smaller stature, Willow often tries to beat-up her "little" sister.
( Rawr! Snarl! Hiss! )

silly crazy kitties...

And now I leave you with one last picture. Because this was just the wackiest darned thing I've ever gotten for Christmas.
( Behold! The ridiculously giant key of DOOOOOM! )

Crazy ain't it? It's bigger than the cats! Hell, it's practically the size of my torso o_O

So... can I have those four hours of my life back? No? Fak.

What an utterly draining waste of a day that was... I understand long waits out in the waiting room. I know they exist as a practical law of the universe. But once you get in there to see a doctor you tend to expect something will happen a little quicker...

Ugh.

And here I am now, utterly shaken thanks to one Dr. McAss-Hat. Not because there's anything wrong with me, because after all that they never found a damn thing, but because of the manner in which I was dealt with.

After the long long wait which I took with no complaint I was ushered into a kind of communal examining area along with about four other patients. One by one we were sent ot our little spots with a bed, a chair and a curtain "wall" that could be drawn across. One by one the doctor would sweep up to us, half-draw the curtain behind him in a careless 'passing thought' gesture and briskly ask us what was wrong.

When it was my turn I was told they would take a urine sample and do an EKG. Then he whisks away to go be brisk and unfeeling to someone else. Thirty minutes later a nurse showed up, selected the right bottle from a shelf that was RIGHT NEXT TO ME and pointed out the bathroom. WHY could not the doctor have just reached out and done that half an hour ago? Hell, I would have taken a bottle for myself and gone to if I knew one thing from the next in a hospital. But anyway...

So after going in a cup and waiting a while longer I finally got the EKG thingy... never had anything like that done before, but it was over so quick I have no idea what it was or was supposed to do.

Then more waiting. By this point my nerves are shot because I haven't talked to a single person who has so much as given me a hello or introduced themselves by name. No one has explained anything they're doing. It's just been brisk, quick, "we have better things to do then deal with your silly fainting spell" attitude and long long waits where I have no idea what I'm even waiting for. The room around me is humming my nerves are that jangled. I'm jumpy as sin and wishing about a million times over that my beloved cadynaisabella, or starrigan or both, could be here to keep me grounded. And up to this jangling pile of nerves and poor shielding steps Dr. McAss-Hat who declares that, since nothing came back strange on any of my tests "You may have just fainted" in a tone that says "you've utterly wasted my time, you stupid stupid girl." and so now I can get out of my stupid little hospital gown thing and go home.

I had been so utterly unshielded by this point that his manner was like a smack in the face. It honestly bowled me right over. I should have been relieved that nothing was wrong and merrily skipped off to go home and wrap prezzies. Instead, I stood there in utter shock for a second and quietly cried behind the curtain before I could even move to dress again.

I have never felt something so utterly terrible smack my mind like that before in my life. I was a fly to this man, a speck of dirt. He didn't care. Not one single bit. And the coldness, the utter disregard, it just crashed down upon me like a house caving in. Physically I'm fine but I'm trembling like a leaf anyway.

Men like that should not go into healing professions. I care more about the people I send faxes for at the copy center then he did about me today. It was such a horrible thing to feel. his presence was literaly jarring.

thank Gods it Christmas eve and I can drown myself in seasonal cheer from here on in.

So I fainted at work today and got to come home early.

I shit you not folks. Kerflump went the Tayley. Hello floor.

Weirrrrrd.

I'll be trying to get to a doctor tomorrow... see if like... my blood or something is off... or whatever it might've been...

Bleh.

Yoinked from tharain

( My Love Type )